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Might as well have been love.

PostPosted: Mon Dec 05, 2005 1:41 am
by Mungman
Im drunk. Im so drunk I dont have the ability to lie to this body of people who continue to pluck from their minds the thoughts sometimes better left unsaid. Read it, regurgitate it, burn it but I hope you listen to it. I loved once and lost and never realy antied up again. Its been about 5 years since then, when I couldnt give up on a dream to have what I once wanted. In between then there has been nothing at all which caused my heart to pang or stutter. There has been no face, no eyes, no body divine to drive into me the feelings of love. I saw such an angelic being when I looked up from a bottle about 3 months ago. I told a few people she was pretty and up until a week ago had not let the dream run wild. Tonight I tried my hardest and got the bad news from a friend.NO VACANCY in heaven and the angel was too busy for sad, sorry, west coast kids. When you see that train come down a track of life with nothing between you but pain and steel dont jump to see what it is...just let it hit you and know you never waited too long to let yourself get healed or get hurt. Im drunk and god knows what Ill say in the morning but dont let sobriety keep you in the dark of your own logical mind.

PostPosted: Mon Dec 05, 2005 11:20 pm
by Mungman
sober: Damn I can write some pretty descent stuff when Im depressed and shit faced.

PostPosted: Tue Dec 06, 2005 7:20 pm
by Beezus
Those kind of lines never really work. You're better off taking the "sympathetic friend with feelings" approach. Giving a chick a block of literature like that would be sure to drown all chances. Nothing's worse than the remorseful lonely drunk wailing over a chick. Seriously, it's just as bad as a girl who calls up her guy friends and bitch about her boyfriend. Loneliness is something we all have to deal with at some point, it's universal. The whole "love lost" thing is another thing we all deal with, it seems she was never yours to begin with and you waited too long to say something so you missed your chance. It happens to absolutely everyone at one point. You're mourning something that didn't belong to you to begin with, and it's silly.

PostPosted: Tue Dec 06, 2005 7:30 pm
by winter
Fuck that, I'd say marry the fucking bottle!

PostPosted: Mon Dec 12, 2005 7:53 pm
by Mungman
Fuck that, I'd say marry the fucking bottle!

Once again this guy is way too much like me in terms of using the word fuck

PostPosted: Mon Dec 12, 2005 8:03 pm
by Mungman
You're mourning something that didn't belong to you to begin with, and it's silly.

True, but give me some credit on the pros. Thats pretty good considering I was drunk

PostPosted: Wed Dec 14, 2005 1:15 am
by Beezus
If you hadn't mentioned a female I'd think it'd have come from a gay man, I'm being serious.

PostPosted: Thu Dec 15, 2005 2:34 am
by Mungman
If you hadn't mentioned a female I'd think it'd have come from a gay man, I'm being serious.

Shit if I wasnt depressed about the woman, than I aughta be depressed that I write like a queer when Im shitfaced.

PostPosted: Thu Dec 15, 2005 1:53 pm
by Ronquistador
you know... they do say the truth comes out when drunk - due to the dibilitating effects of alcohol to your inhibitions - you are less likely to tell white lies to cover personal flaws in which youd be more prone to protect with said little white lies when sober...

do we got a closet queer here? whats every1 think?

PostPosted: Thu Dec 15, 2005 2:04 pm
by Ronquistador
no - i dont talk like a queer - so dont redirect it - i talk like a fucking nerd