by winter » Tue Feb 08, 2005 10:39 pm
Keep in mind, I'm writing this while alcohol runnin' through my veins.
Love is what it is. Love is what we seek for because we think he need it in order to be happy. Love has made some angry, love has made some upset love has made some bipolar. (note, I once thought Bipolar was a polorbear that went both ways) Love has made some happy, love has made some content with their lives. The truth is, love is so damn easy to find that it's drive many insane and others happy. It starts with yourself and it ends with yourself. In order to find love, you must learn what love is. And love is trusting, caring, all that good mushy shit. Whatever. But first you must learn to love yourself before you can truely love anyone else. In fact, fuck loving someone else, you just need to learn to love yourself. That's my way, I love me so much. I'd do anything for me. I'm awesome!
That's what I'm talking about, in order to be happy you must find love within yourself. First step in doing this is to accept the fact that true love doesn't really exsist unless you want it too. If you don't believe in true love, then your never find it. If you believe in true love then you'll find it, within yourself. You'll realize that sooner or later you and every single body in this world will die. There's no way out of it, you will die. Everyone will die. You, me. Everyone! We all will fucking die. Your mother will die if she hasn't already, your dad will also, your sister will, yoru brother will, your aunt and uncle's will and most importantly, you will. Therefore, once you realize this simple fact, you will Either become suicidal or you will grasp the true meaning of love. IMO, if you truely love someone, you can let them go. Simple as that. My Xgirlfrien back when I was 16 years old died in a car Wreck, sure, I was only 16 years old but at the time I thought I loved her which I still do. The only reason why I can say that I Truely loved her is because I've learned to let her go. So go, love yourself. That's what I do, the reason why I've had so much trouble finding another girl is because I've had trouble accepting the fact that no matter what, sooner or later one or the other will die. I'm not willing to put myself into that chance again. As of now, I love me in a selfish kind of way, it's all about me. me. me. me. me. .. .. ... and Jesus.
“Feminism is a socialist, anti-family, political movement that encourages women to leave their husbands, kill their children, practice witchcraft, destroy capitalism and become lesbians.”
-My dear buddy, Pat Robertson